Let's say...............????!!?

Your stuck in a situation where... You have a small circle of Friends and they always do things that make you mad. But you pretend its fine because they are the only friends you have and if you don't they all turn against you. You have trouble making new friends because your shy and scared of constantly getting hurt worse then what's going on. You know that you will be completely by yourself for recess, lunch and have no one to talk to if you leave them. What would you do?