My wife and I have not had in 3 plus years....?

She makes fun of me, ask me "How is my mangina?", calls me sissy boy(nancy boy), etc...the truth of the matter is she is totally disgusting and the thought of being intimate makes me want to vomit, even for some strange reason I was drunk enough to be with the cow, I am sure my brain would take over and shut the "wilson" down, if you know what I mean. How do I tell the pig she I would rather be gang d by a biker gang than be ual with her?